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Mikan Tsumiki (SDR2)
(Especially Male!Mikan)
“Uyu...I just get so very very happy when people start talking to me... Until now... everyone always either thought I was gross or simply hated me...”“I loved them with all my heart and they returned it in full. This is...my 'reciprocation'”“Please forgive me, the one who’s going to die with the hope of finally seeing you!”“I'm drowning in so much love... From the bottom of my heart, I just don't care about anyone or anything.”
(Male!Mikan is a higher kin, but Mikan is originally a girl so I'll talk about this using female pronouns)
!! TW - Personal, I talk about trauma and a bit about mental illness !!
I relate a lot to her past and her trauma, plus her ways of coping with what she's been through. I've also noticed in myself how I've normalized certain behaviors that happened/happen to me that are actually toxic or sad and how I'm realizing it years later. I also relate a lot to her dependency on someone specific and intense and meaningful love, as I end up seeing my crush or s/o as some kind of savior from all the bad things that have happened in my life.
!! TW over !!
Also, I've been interested in science all my life and decided I wanted to be a nurse when I grew up. I want to help people with both their physical and mental health and I like helping everyone, as my past experiences have taught me a lot about how to deal with things like depression.
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Shuichi Saihara (NDRV3)
"Even if we die, it's not the end! Our friends who died...gave us their love. And we changed because of that. If we can inspire change in others, then that love will live on. That love will tear down the wall between fiction and reality, and it will live on...forever. That's why...I'm going to change the world. As long as I have their love, I will change it! Even if this whole story is a lie... I will use that lie to change the world!"
My permashift is Kagehara but he was also Saihara.
It's better explained on my kinsta carrd.
I also share with him a lot of things. Apart from being how I should be if my mental health decided to stop bothering me, he reminds me of the "gifted kid" I should have continued being if it weren't for the trauma and depression I went through during some of the most important years of my life. Thankfully I'm slowly recovering and I can finally have the strength to go and read a book I like and other things I used to enjoy :)
I also understood Shuichi a lot and deeply felt the things he went through when he was in the killing game, ie: the first execution. I even played that one scene after the execution when I finished the 6th trial lmao.
I've also considered being a detective for years but even though I know I'm pretty good at deducing certain stuff, understanding people and getting information I still feel like I'm not good enough lol
Also yes I went through an emo phase during the equivalent of middle school in Europe
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Shuichi Kagehara (NDRV3) (Pregame Shuichi)
"I'd do... anything to be a part of Danganronpa. I promise, if I get selected... I will work as hard as I can! I will come up with the best, most gruesome murders, I promise! Everyone will love it!"
Where do I even begin,,
We're,, we're just the same in everything. Even some fanon things, but instead of actually acting on it I have lots of intrusive thoughts about the same stuff. It's not a good thing ofc and I sometimes get paranoid that I might hurt someone without meaning to or to lose control, but that's a mental health thing and I don't wanna talk too much about it.
I started kinning him a bit just because of some stuff but now he's just,, I'm him that's all. Also part of Shuichi Saihara remains with him post-game and he learned and remembered things from the killing game, which made him reconsider many things from the way he acted pregame. Ofc this isn't confirmed by the creators these are just like kin mems.
Anyways I'm being a hardcore kinnie on my kinsta so follow me.
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These are between being low kins and sympaths but I don't have a name for them.
I don't even consider doubles to be doubles because I don't kin them too hard.
Mikan (the last one) is a low kin for sure though.
Izuru Kamukura (SDR2/DR3)
"I want to test something. Hope and despair... Which will be harder for me to predict? If her wishes overcome your plot, and are able to save them... I suppose that would prove hope is harder than despair."
Honestly, the main thing about him is the emotionless -ness he shows. It reminds me of the weird way my emotions function, especially because of my depersonalization. Things just don't usually affect me. Most of my expressions are either fake or feel fake, ie: showing friendliness to not show that I'm not feeling anything, or, on the contrary, feeling like I'm not expressing myself enough when I'm feeling an strong emotion, like a friend giving me a present. I might say "this is so cool thank you!!" but deep inside I'm so happy that I could cry, which infuriates me because I don't show it. (Remember that scene where he's seeing "someone" dying in front of him, and tears start coming out? Yeah some shit like that. Not trying to be edgy this is something I really hate about me)
Sorry to talk so much about this, no one really cares about my mental issues lol
Junko Enoshima (Danganronpa)
"Hope is harmony. A heart, moving towards the light. That is all. Despair is hope's polar opposite. It is messy and confusing. It swallows up love, hatred, and everything else. Because not knowing where you will end up is despair. Despair is even what you cannot predict. Only despair's unpredictability can save you from a boring future."
Apart from some physical similarities, like hair color and eye color, I relate to her in many ways.
Everything has always either felt boring to me or I became bored very quickly. Plus, I've always had this habit of over-analyzing everything, which just made things worse and made me lose hope on many things. I'm currently changing my mentality and finally seeing the good things in life, but most of my life it has been like that, which also worsened my aggressive intrusive thoughts. The good thing about thinking like that all my life is that I gained the ability to enjoy bad feelings. I guess it's better to learn how to dance in the rain if you can't find an umbrella. This could also be a common feature with Servant Komaeda, but I feel the same way about him as normal Nagito.
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Nagito Komaeda (SDR2/DR3)
"I love everyone here. That's why I want to be of good use to them. I love all of the Ultimates...and I admire them for being symbols of hope. That's right... In the name of hope, I love everyone's talents from the bottom of my heart. That's why... I don't want them to lose against something like killing. I want them to prove to me that hope will never lose, no matter how daunting the despair they face may seem. I want everyone to prove to me that "hope will never lose to despair"! See, isn't it typical that if you face a strong enemy, you will become even stronger yourself...? Which means...the stronger the despair you face, the stronger everyone's hope will become, right? I...want to see that brightness. And in order to see it, I'm going to become everybody's stepping stone. I want to make your hopes shine... It's as simple as that..."
I relate a lot to him in many ways. I've been obsessed over my luck and getting hope on things all my life. I keep a hopeful attitude towards anyone and will always try to convince them to keep going, while I try too but degrade myself all the time. I was also born on a very unlucky day according to Spanish culture, which reminds me of how Nagito was born on a very lucky day according to Japanese culture.
With this plus how he taught me to always seek for the positive parts of everything and to have hope even when I'm on despair, he's a really important comfort character of mine.
I love doubles!! I get happy when I see any of the mentioned above, since it means we both love a character and relate to them because we have similar characteristics.
However, I get uncomfy when someone says (seriously) that they're the only and true Kagehara/Saihara and that doubles are fake. I'm not insecure about my kin, but I don't like being invalidated either. It's a fictional character and kinning him helps me cope. Not a copylink, it just helps me find myself.
Once again, I love seeing doubles as long as they don't invalidate anyone.
So please doubles, interact.